Writing again!!!

Sweet! I'm writing again and I must say that it feels great! In my previous blogs I just didn't seem to have anything to write about. Plus I was beginning to feel all shelled up, hiding behind walls again. But since I have been having this Fiesta game experience ( which you! yes you! can read about on my secondary blog @ merconious.blogspot.com) I have found that although there are some time balancing issues I have had to work with, I find I'm becoming much more expressive again and happier. I find that I'm reaching out to others, making my voice heard again... and it seems like it has been a long time. I have pondered this over the last few weeks what has changed, I go over some of those thoughts on my other blog, but in a nutshell I feel like I have just receive lots and lots of negativity towards and about me for quite a while and it began to have an effect upon me. When I began to get away from that and move to a place where people seemed to value me I noticed that there were pieces of me that began to awaken again. Parts of me that had been closed off, or moved into storage to be let out in "safer" times. Well they seem to be opening or coming out of storage. I must say life has felt great lately.

So while my other blog is primarily about my Fiesta experience, I'm finding that this blog I want to be more about my life experience. I find that there are many topics that I'd like to keep here. Granted I may make references between my blogs.

So friends and family please leave me comments! Would love to take a more active part in your lives again. Plus I'm finding the desire to write welling up within me again :) Yay!